God is FOR you, not against you. He knows your needs and the desires of your heart. He does not need you to complete Himself, but you need Him to complete you. You were born ready to be illuminated by His light in your life. Just like a stained glass window, without Him your life can look and feel pretty nondescript. But WITH Him, the picture of who you are, and the brilliance of who He created you to be come to life! Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. God's son chose to leave His throne and Kingdom in Heaven to become earthly flesh, live among the people and show us the way to the Father. He laid down his life and died to pay the penalty we could not pay. You have been given every opportunity and a pathway to eternal life. I pray you have chosen God. He chose you first.